I’m fifteen. I’m a boy scout,
I lost my knife and compass in the woods.
I walk along Dworcowa Street, high above me
Silesia’s hazy sun and a hawk
who seeks a friend in vain.
I’m an altar boy in an ugly church,
I’m twelve, I know the sacristy’s smell,
its blend of starch and sweat.
I listen to jazz, Charlie Parker is dead now.
I’m eighteen, I’m a high school graduate
in a white shirt and a navy tie.
I’ve started reading poetry, I sometimes
seem to understand everything
I’m fifteen, I watch adults
indulgently. I’m certain I won’t
make the same mistakes.
- “I’m Fifteen” by Adam Zagajewski